Wednesday, July 30, 2008 10:01 PM '

My Last Words

I remembered when i was finally able to let you down. It was painful, it was hard, but it wasn't impossible.

My heart stopped beating,
I suffered too much,
Too much to bear,
Too much to lose.

It was amazing to see one,
An angel flying accross the sky,
Yet beyond my reach,
Nor could i touch.

Spectacular person i met,
Yet restricted to hold,
Restrained to touch,
Still loving deeply.

If i were to stop,
The world would still spin,
It will never stop,
Until i breathe my last.

So much grief and pain,
Why would i bear it all,
When i can choose to let it go,
So please leave me.

If there is a wish,
I wish to live,
But if there is a choice,
I choose to die loving you.

The day i met you,
Was the day i found my heart,
It tells that it beats for you,
It tells that it is smilling for you.

The day i lose you,
Was the day i lost my heart,
It leaves to tell that it is dying,
It leaves to tell that it is searching to see you one last time.

Fear inside me,
Pain inside me,
Lost inside me,
Its all inside me,
Everything but you in me now.

I feel numb,
I feel dumb,
To have known you,
Was to throw myself into prison,
So why all the fuss,
When i have freedom awaiting me.

Selfish to be defined,
Let me go,
Just let me,
You haunt my sleep,
Nightmarish days i live.

Still i love you in my solemn heart,
Heaven is like hell without you,
But i am sorry to tell,
I am leaving you.

Before i leave this sorrow,
My last words to you,
Will not be i love you,
Instead,
Goodbye my love.